Love Life

I learnt that there is no point slugging on the past and that I should cherish every moment I have left to live.. What is over is over.. Now all I want is to live life love life, smile all day long, cherish all that I have and achieve all my goals and I shall stop saying i wish and start saying I will.. Because I control everything that happens to me.. Whether I know it or not whatever happens to me is because of myself so from now on I shall keep a positive mind.. Live, love and always know that I can do it that I'm good I'm blest I'm lovable I'm beautiful I'm awesome n I have a god that loves me so much .. He is my god and he's always there for me and I know it :)... I LOVE MY GOD!


Savior he can move the mountains for my god is mighty to save he is mighty to save...
Forever aurthur of salvation he rose and conquered the grave Jesus conquered the grave..
Shine ur light and let the whole world see we're living for the glory of the risen king
Jesus!!

People always say girls are hard to understand.. Well guys are no easier either.. There are a billion stories to tell but few actually listen.. I never thought id b effected by this species called men.. I never used to care.. Now i guess i do.. This doesn't make sense.. Nothing seems like it's related to the other.. Well to me it makes sense and thats all that matters cos no one actually cares.. He said he was there for me.. where is he now.. He doesn't want to speak to me.. I dont know why.. I tried but he couldn't care less.. Whats wrong with me? Im just being a fool.. An idiot.. dumb and stupid.. Gotta Stop thinking abt you..
It aint worth my time..
Hw could u do this to me

hmm.. More.. I feel like writing more.. Not satisfied.. I think writing is my passion.. Although i may not be really good at it it's still fun..

Here goes.

At first i didn't care
but then you came along
you made me smile all day long
but you took so long
and then you said go on
u said u wouldnt leave
but u slipped away silently
u made me feel lonely
and i wept alone
then he came along
and said everything will b alright
he really helpt a lot
untill he forgot
he said he wouldn't play with my heart

how do i trust men anymore
with their sweet lies
that makes me cry

IS IT JUST ME?

I guess it was never meant to be. I only got with you cos I thought it would help me get over him. Then I started liking you and you helped me forget him but now you’re doing exactly what he did to me. Maybe a little different but more or less the same. It’s like déjà-vu. Why is this happening again? Wasn’t once enough? Maybe it’s just me.. Something about me that makes this happen.. What am I doing wrong? I guess I made the same mistake twice. I shouldn’t have agreed too fast. I should’ve played hard to get. I thought I knew that was the mistake I made with the first one but I did it again. Why did I say yes? Why did I make it so easy? I never make it easy. These are the first two I made so easy and this is what happens. Now I know that those words were just lies. How could I have been so stupid? How do u do this? How come I keep thinking of you but you don’t seem to care. I had to text you first the past two days. You didn’t even reply the first one. How can I trust you. Everything you say or said feels like a lie to me. I’m no good at expressing my feeling out but writing is a good way for me. I like writing it’s my way of letting go but sometimes even tough I write so much, I still cant let go. It still gets to me.. It’s still in me. But it definitely helps a lot.